Wednesday, February 29, 2012

A Flawed Attempt to express How I'm Feeling Part 1

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I glimpsed it for a moment.
As one catches the sight of the sun through an overcast sky.
"I am made for more," it seemed to say.
More
Than humdrum
More
Than menial
More
Than mediocre.
More...just More

I saw how I must fight.
Fight to be this "more."
In an instant, it was gone.
Gone. Like a waft of air reminding me of spring.
Gone. Like a brief scent reminding me of one I loved.
Gone.
gone...

The clouds are back.
The cold desperate confusion of this life,
Is back.

But.

I know there is a "more" to be had.
Somewhere.
I don't know if I will ever find it,
But if I do. If I can...Oh Then! Yes!
Then.

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