First off, I want to connect my two blogs. I'll post a link to my old Xanga blogs here.
Secondly, after reading through the last 5 years of my blogs, I just want to say how amazing God is. I can see so many instances where God has addressed issues that I brought up. Like my bitterness towards him. I began realizing it in 2010, and God worked on it a lot that next year. My walls, which I have posted about many times, are beginning to fall. I've gotten to know God in a much more intimate manner like I wanted to back in 2008...Yeah. So If you journal or blog, I'd encourage you to go back every once in a while and look for how God's worked over the years.
I had an amazingly relaxing weekend. Lot's of rest and people I love. It was great. I need now to go into this next part of life. I'm kinda excited, kinda scared. I don't want it to be the same as before. I want to be more responsible with my time and money. Make a schedule, make a budget, start exercising. It's not going to be easy, but it needs to happen. I'm not living a very focused life right now, and that needs to change. So, hopefully I'll keep this blogging up again. If for no other reason than so in 5 years I can look back again.
