It is so hard to fight to keep mental health...every day. And I lose
that fight a lot. too much...I don't really get why I have to fight, but
I do. It is the hardest thing for me to do the simplest healthy things.
Sleep well, eat well, do the things i need to do. I can't do it...not
regularly. But i have to. I can't function if I don't. I've got a role
to play in people's lives, in God's story, and to do that as best I can,
I have to keep fighting...it's just really exhausting. I don't have a
ton of emotional support either...God's got me. I cannot forget that.
It's my last straw of sanity
